Who we are, not what we feel
Today’s reading is from Ezekiel 20. God is talking about saving the Jews as they left Egypt and sparing judgement on their children, but their children ended up doing the same things as the parents.
21-22 “‘But the children also rebelled against me. They neither followed my statutes nor kept my laws for living upright and well. And they desecrated my Sabbaths. I seriously considered dumping my anger on them, right there in the desert. But I thought better of it and acted out of who I was, not by what I felt, so that I might be honored and not blasphemed by the nations who had seen me bring them out.
Acting out of who we are, not what we feel. To me, this little phrase is a goldmine. God gives us a fine example of how to make decisions, even when our emotions are high and our souls on fire with anger. We need to step back, and decide to make our decision out of who we are, and not by what we’re feeling at the time.
We are part of so many situations where someone wrongs us, or they complain about their life and we think “complainer” instead of having compassion for them and their situation. More evidence that we simply act by what we feel at that particular moment, and not by who we are (and, even more so, who we are in Christ).
LORD GOD, may I evolve in your Word as I feed on it, and may it continually bring to light my shortcomings. Guide my decision making by who I am, and not by the emotions I’m feeling as they will so often lead me astray. May your ways be my ways God.
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